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Recorded Revolution

This instrumental also came from my trip to Michigan with Bonez but the way this song came about was with some light inspiration from this crazy white dude. So yeah, I was at the “Walmart of musical instruments” doing what I do best and dude comes in the store one night wanting the chit chat about what I was doing. Keep this in mind, I wore headphone at work ALL the time. So I was listening the the instrumental for this song when he said that it reminded him a song he wrote.

Track 3: Recorded Revolution

Truly, I cannot remember the name of the song dude was talking about but he told me of a song he had wrote about Armageddon . He wanted me to take his lyrics and turn them into a rap song. I was SUPER against this for a few reasons. 1) We signed zero paperwork. 2) He was a member of a PRO and could get royalties. 3) I ain’t finna let nobody write no song for me! Fuck that! But I didn’t tell him I would draw a bit of direction from his words.

I wrote this song with inspiration from The Death of Aiyana Jones, The Shooting of Oscar Grant, The Fukushima Daiichi nuclear disaster, & a change of perspective. I also feel this song is a reflection of a change of my mental. This was around the time when I started to question EVERYTHING. I mean, there was NOTHING that was taboo in my search for something that I could call, under/overstand as “Truth”. Questioning myself, my surroundings, my inner feelings and even my personal motives for doing the things that I do. I truly was becoming hyper analytical of myself and the world I reside.

After THREE attempted recordings, I have a final mix that could use a revolution of its own. I did not expect this track to have such a heavy political/conspiracy type angle. I was just writing my thoughts and emotions down about how I felt the the moment. When it is all said and done, I wish I knew what I was doing when I recorded this song. I could have gotten my point across a bit more direct.

“A cloud drops out the sky/ and the whirlwind fly./ Watch the water level rise/ and Ü don’t know why?” – Recorded Revolution

NÜK

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State of The Mental

I want to make this post as clear as possible, mostly for myself. After spending hundreds of HOURS and investing THOUSANDS of dollars (that I don’t have) on “becoming a better me”, I do believe I have figured it out. The truth of the matter is:

I have ALWAYS been a dynamic & incredible individual, but my confidence & self esteem levels have been FUCKED OVER COMPLETELY during this lifetime.

It takes very mature individuals to recognize, understand, and OVERstand how those experiences shape the mind of a human. Definitely not gonna act like Im one of those people! I do have a grand grasp on how I feel the world around me should work though…and it pisses me off and worries me dayum near every day. Knowing I can’t change certain things is a coping tool. That still doesn’t stop me from trying to understand  and even attempting to change things within myself.

Which brings us to the current:

Secrets can not be secrets if there are people who know. Period.

While not trying to elaborate on that thought much, I will say I have never had anything to hide. I am & will continue to be an open book…the one that speaks to Ü n shyt!!! Its just that lately, for me at least, the big picture is becoming more clear and recognizable. Not saying I know EXACTLY whats going on, but all the pieces are coming together to form a storyline. The Truth can only be veiled for a limited of time…like the 99 cent Whopper.

Clarity is the current goal and message I will be striving to push from this point forward. I will not be abandoning the message of Change anytime soon, I just want to focus on becoming more clear with my intentions. Might need to construct a guideline or templet for myself to follow…keep me on track with what I want to achieve…a “map to success” if Ü will!  Ill keep Ü posted on what happens with this new shift in thinking and perception.

NÜK

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HIStory #NeverForget

I honestly have been wanting to write in my blog for THEE longest…I just haven’t had the energy to speak the thoughts on my mind. And even when I did have the energy, would Ü really want to read my TRUEST thoughts at that time??? I usually have DEEP thoughts about things of ZERO importance to a LOT of people…

A female told me there are not enough hours in the day over the weekend. I asked her about her view on time and then her religious background…she flipped out & told me to leave her alone….

I didn’t know time was such a sensitive subject to some people…

Now imagine if I spent my time writing about my thoughts on Animals, Bitches, White People, Black People, Gay People, Bisexuality, “Mexicans”, Governments, Aliens, Demons, Heaven, “Hell” and people with fucked up teeth (I have a theory).

I am kinda like a philosopher. A grand mind that seeks to broaden upon what I currently understand with what I had no existence of before. I question EVERYTHING!!! Not out of disrespect…more so out of curiosity…

Some people don’t even know WHY they know the things they know or were taught.

*smirks*

Maybe I should write in this thing more often??? Even if only a few lines???

Who knows…

NÜK

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It Doesn’t Add Up #Faith

Rocks flying in the wind 
Trees running up the the streets 
Whales walking without water 
Cracked voices clearly speak

Making sense from dollar bills 
Falsely lying makes it true
The pyramids were not built
Red & yellow equals blue

Soaring Bald Blind Eagle 
Open chest heart improvement
Love combating Love
Lackluster light-speed  movement 

NÜK

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