Living Life & Loving It

Month: August, 2015

It Comes & Goes

I know I have fell back a LOT from “online activities” lately. But the truth is, I have been a bit more focused on being more connected with those in my personal eyes view. I don’t want to be caught up in thinking that the little faces I see in the pictures are truly a part of the space I am currently occupying…

I hope that makes sense?


What I have noticed lately about myself is truly interesting, to me at least. I have become more introverted and contemplative. I have begun to eliminate “excess”. The attempts at making my surroundings more tolerable are are beginning to take a toll on my mental…more so now than in the past. And even though I have not given up hope yet, that terrible towel is about to take flight VERY soon!

The most positive thing that I have been feeling on the horizon?

I am getting that itch again! I have been feeling like writing NEW & FRESH music!!! It is just hard trying to find the right person to work with. I tend to be picky with the types of sounds and melodies I lay my vocals, feelings, emotions & turmoils down on. Producers these days seem to be following a script or something. Everything sounds the same sonically lately. Or maybe that is just me? Either way, I found a new producer to work with! If all things go grand, I will be releasing a track with him before winter. In the meantime, I have recorded a few verses here and there that I will be releasing on Soundcloud over the next few weeks. Stay posted for that…

Guess Ill end this right here because them peoples are watching me and looking hungry, so, something must be done apparently…


The Way Things Are

I truly can’t change the way the Earth cycles.
Believe me, I have seriously contemplated it!

The last few days have been amazing in one way or another, but yet, I still feel that something is missing. I due tend to over compensate for certain things that are missing in my life, but even then I don’t ponder to deeply about the things I can’t change. But I have been taking a LOT of time to focus on the things that I CAN change.

My current situation is leaving me to believe that there IS more on the horizon for my family. The next course of action is the build a “plan of action” in order to better guide us in this journey up ahead. The things that are stopping me from going further is my approach to my surroundings and the people in them. Even when it come to the internet, I need to figure out the BEST approach to using it to MY advantage and not just to somehow use it to “speed my success”.

I will do my damn best to make sure that I remain on the path that I am building! I have been working TOO hard this past decade! I WILL actualize the realities of my dreams!