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Living Life & Loving It

Month: May, 2013

Stuck In A Rut?

I wake up & start a routine that changes slightly from day to day…depending on how I feel or what I feel. Its rarely the same thing, but in a way it is. I tend to change it depending on the what happened the night before. Adjusting as I see fit…

I truly believe that the last things we think about before sleep become our dreams. I also believe the first thoughts & images placed in our minds when we arise will set the tone for the entire day. Most people check Facebook 1st thing when they wake up…

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I never been one to write down my dreams but I do remember and recall them quite well. In one of these dreams I was writing a blog & it only took up a short amount of my time doing so. It helped me to flesh out the rest of my day & get my mind pumping & active!

I ate breakfast!!!
Because THAT doesn’t happen in my reality as much as I would like…

I started to workout more often…using this jump rope that it seems I bought & neglected. Push ups & light weight training…

This was a GRAND dream!!!!

Then I woke up…

And Ü know what one of my FIRST thoughts were this morning???

“I’m Hungry!!! But let me write this blog right quick….”

NÜK

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HIStory #NeverForget

I honestly have been wanting to write in my blog for THEE longest…I just haven’t had the energy to speak the thoughts on my mind. And even when I did have the energy, would Ü really want to read my TRUEST thoughts at that time??? I usually have DEEP thoughts about things of ZERO importance to a LOT of people…

A female told me there are not enough hours in the day over the weekend. I asked her about her view on time and then her religious background…she flipped out & told me to leave her alone….

I didn’t know time was such a sensitive subject to some people…

Now imagine if I spent my time writing about my thoughts on Animals, Bitches, White People, Black People, Gay People, Bisexuality, “Mexicans”, Governments, Aliens, Demons, Heaven, “Hell” and people with fucked up teeth (I have a theory).

I am kinda like a philosopher. A grand mind that seeks to broaden upon what I currently understand with what I had no existence of before. I question EVERYTHING!!! Not out of disrespect…more so out of curiosity…

Some people don’t even know WHY they know the things they know or were taught.

*smirks*

Maybe I should write in this thing more often??? Even if only a few lines???

Who knows…

NÜK

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Letting Go

Prior to the passing of my cousin, I made it a point to change my cover photo on Facebook  once a month. It has not changed since Thanksgiving Day of 2012. 



The world may never know how this passing has affected my family, but even as I write these worlds, I feel I myself have not properly mourned. Honestly, It is a hard battle to continue living this life with a cloak of invulnerability…like NOTHING in this world has an impact on self…

…even the smallest of actions could have a mountainous ripple…

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Imagine Mount Everest dropping peak first into a thimble of water…

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…yea….

…somin like that….


NÜK

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