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Living Life & Loving It

Month: March, 2013

Death To Science!!!!!

I have been through a LOT in life that has tested my faith. I can say without a doubt that my faith has brought me to the current point I am in life. Honestly, while the last 5 months have been interesting in SO many ways, I have not wrote about some MAJOR events that have shaped the world around me. I mean….

I have told y’all about the Africans, the Nepalis, the “White & Black” people, Time and the crackhead who locked a broken fence….

But I truly didn’t think ya’ll wanted to read about the stripper, the bloody tampon, the fights, lies & even a dayum dog whose existence I have to be aware of now…

So early this week, my head nearly exploded in the most pointless & idiotic of debates I have ever had in my LIFE!!! For two point five days…I  argued a person who “Doesn’t believe in Science”…

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And Ü know what???

Because of the memories its bring back to me….I can’t continue writing this shyt….

*smh*

NÜK

Lackluster Loyalty

I have been taking a deeper look at my surroundings lately. The people in and around them are in dire situations…some could care less. This worries me on multiple levels. 

I KNOW people can’t always be 100 at ALL times, EVERY time! But I truly expect people to  be reliant when it matters most. I believe that I put my faith in people that will abuse it in the worst of ways…

Changing my nature would be adverse to why I am who I am…
Pretending that shit like this doesn’t affect me is a lie. 

I don’t have a violent nature. I DO have anger issues & a strong sense of together & closeness. Separating me from those things is like…trying to test me in a way…

In an effort of keeping myself for becoming something & someone I am not, I will distance myself from issues of concern. Pulling away from certain things will be easier to do than others. I almost have to change my life to become who I always was…

…I just was never that loyal to myself…

…I guess…

NÜK