Living Life & Loving It

Month: May, 2012

Making Money Moves & Music (The 4M Method)

If you listen to the music I make on a consistent basis you will hear my say that phrase….a LOT! It is actually a mantra of sorts that I adhere to 24 hours a day. I have been living that lifestyle for around 5 years now. Even as I write thing, music is playing in the background. I wake up and the first thing I do (even before I go to the bathroom) is put on music.

I sleep with music playing.
I listen to music while I “work”.
And I KNOW a lot of people put music on when they have sex!
Its good for that rhythmic stroke if you ask me….

I am CONSTANTLY on the move! Even when I sleep!!! I know some people are reading that like “that mothafucka is TRIPPING”. But fareal…I go to sleep & dream about the moves that I plan to make when I wake up. Once I do actually arise, I do something like this & write my thoughts down on paper, getting them out of my mind and then I go about my day. That is a small part of the process of “taking things one day at a time”. People tend to go to sleep with things on their mind & wake up with those SAME things on the mind. Thats like bring the past into the future with you. It truly destroys the present moment! 

As far as money is concerned….I do NOT like it, I just understand what it is used for & I try to use it accordingly. I never understood how a person with “more than enough money” can be so selfish with their blessing. But during the process of 4M, I have learned to help those who are around me with what I have been helped to achieve. It is a cycle that people are not accustomed to because of this selfish & vindictive world we live in. Once a person breaks free of the traps & snares that money brings, they usually live happier & more fulfilling lives. 

But dont take my word for it, try it out for yourself! Not say the 4M Method with work for you, but if you can grasp the concept of what I wrote, maybe you can tailor it to your own lifestyle.  


It Begins NOW!

Yesterday I watch a Youtube video that just might forever change that way I view the world around me. It empowered me to CHANGE the world that I surround myself in. It also opened my eyes to the possibility that maybe I DO have the power to make a difference in this world that I live in. Above and beyond EVERYTHING else, it allowed me to see where I have been going wrong with certain tasks that I attempt in my 12 hour “work” day.

Up until that moment of watch the video, I have read MAYBE books on “becoming a better you” and things of that nature. NONE of them actually told me what steps I needed to take in order to make and SEE the change that I wanted to see. They only thing they really did was give me more books to look up and do research on.  After reading like 5 different books on the same subject, I became stuck in a thought process that truly didn’t allow me to see my true potential. Now I am ready to put what I have learned into action.

There are many of you who just might read this and feel the same way that I once did. My advice for you is to take a deep breath, look inside of yourself and focus on what it is that you would like to see accomplished. It is really that simple! Humans tend to over complicate things more than they should be. Life is SIMPLE! We are just distracted to the point that our minds (not brains) are overloaded with stuff that is useless. Who REALLY needs to know who Kim Kardasian is having sex with? I thought so….

Once you being to take back your life, it will all make sense! The first step in taking back your life is KNOWING who/what has control of it in the first place. Once you have made the conscious decision to make things better for yourself, things will start to become better!!! Thats just the way things work!!! At least how I have come to see it….


What Entertains The Entertainer?

More and more each day I feel that I am coming to a point where I am EXPECTED to act & be a certain type of way. I have NO ideal where this came from…well…maybe I do, but still. I can’t sit here and act like I LIKE to play the role that I play, especially when there are VERY few people who can reciprocate the feelings & emotions that I so often invoke in others.

Not saying it like “Im tired of this shyt!”, but I feel that I am becoming bored with MY audience. They are not feeding me enough of what I feel keeps me going. There are irritating me to a certain extent by TRYING to be something that I can tell they are not. Its almost like a lightweight mockery. Maybe I should say something? I am pretty harsh with my words being that I DO NOT sugar coat my direct feelings. Don’t blame me, blame your situation.

Just one day I would like to sit back and be entertained on the level that I entertain by those that find me entertaining. I honestly feel that it might not happen though, I have an acute sense of humor. If you find Kevin Heart funny, more than likely, your life is in shambles and you might need medical attention.

I can find humor in a man getting his face eaten.
I can find humor in a man ripping out his own intestines & throwing them at police.
I can find humor in watch a bird fly into a window.

Yea….I just might be a little touched in the head. But I do not find ANYTHING humorous in watching people die on a MASS DESTRUCTION level by local task forces. Yet, there are many people who do. There are people out here killing each other for PAPER THAT ISNT REAL, and the local news can & will make a mockery out of it. There are people in this country who are actually enjoying the death of families overseas all in the name of a war that should have been over 10 years ago.

Let me quit my ramblings….

So why did the chicken cross the line???
Because it didnt give ONE fuck at all!!!


SEX: Its NOT That Complicated!

WHY do people feel the need to make having sex more complicated than what it should be? They start speaking about AID’s, STI’s, STD’s, KID’s and other three letter sicknesses when the sex topic arises. I don’t get it!

If I want to have sex….I think that I should be able to do so without someone throwing a bible verse around. A lot has changed since that book wass completed, we have condoms now! There is also a morning after pill or (at worst case) I can pull out.

People!!! What is the issue? I don’t get it fareal.

Some people do become emotionally envolved though. Male & females do, I’m not tryna hear it any other way. But if two people want to do some genital grinding then they should be able to do so without ridicule. But for whatever reason that can’t happen. Someone gets labled a hoe, slut, freak, player, pimp, mack, a baby momma/daddy, a crazy bitch, a lil dick ass nigga….

I could go on….

My thing is this though, what does it matter to YOU!!!




One of the most overused words in the english language.

Some people use it out of context.
Some use it to get their way.
Other say it to express themselves.
Most don’t feel they have to say it.

What ill try to do is break it down for yall in the way that I see it.
You can love someone in a few different ways:

In Love: to be down for a person/object till death
Love: to have strong emotions (anger,happiness,sadness…emotions damn it not jus happy joyful ones) for something

Most people Love a lot of things…
Love to have you around
Love how you fuck em
Love how you cook
Love the way you talk to em or listen
Love the way you like their music *wink wink*
Love to hate yo punk ass….

And that’s the reason that you are in that persons life…

That Love baby!

Its so commonly used today that it blends and merges with other words.

Most younger people don’t know the difference in Love Making and Fuckin!
So you might get fucked and think you was makin love (it happens)

What about that love for money?

O0o0o shyt!!!!
Who don’t love money jus alil bit?
Not like you gonna be sleepin wit cha money (once again…it happens…) but there’s still a Love for it.
All because of what it can do for you/to you.

So many people use Love in the wrong way.
My cuz just got put in the ER over love.
Not love for this female.
But for a child that could be his.
She used him.
Now he fucked up and in jail over what this bitch (excuse me ladies) did!

It was a point in tyme when I had 6 relationships in one year.

Said I loved at least 4 of they asses.
But when we broke up.



My bad yall…

Had a flashback….

But I said that to point out that the word is used to frequently to get what we want.

If a girl said she loves you and you feelin her you gonna go all out on her, buy her shyt and what not…
Then she leave yo punk bitch ass for the next sucka!
Vice Versa 2 so don’t get it twisted!

Its fucked up
But hey!
It is what it is…

Now about being In Love.

I feel that to be in love…or better yet…being in love…is a combination of things…

I could keep listing things but I feel you get the ideal…and if you don’t…read a book!!!

Being In Love doesnt happen overnight.
I feel it don’t happen in a few months.
It takes Time…

When you spend time with anything you tend to find more about it…

Ins, outs, where abouts, breaking points and the like…
That’s what makes you Love it!
You know it!
Studied it!

You know thing that most/majority of the people jus over looked…

Once you Love it…you begin to enjoy spending tyme…

Then your Emotions get involved…
You care about what happens to it
You try to protect it
You cherish it
Appreciate it
It becomes a part of your life!

Then you make sacrifices for it…
You won’t eat
Won’t sleep
Work harder
Hangout less
Change your friends
Erase your old

Do things that aren’t really wha chu like doin.
You Trust in this…lets call it and investment.
You Trust nothing will happen to it.
That it will always be there for you
It won’t and can’t let you down.
Then one day…



It does…



And you make a choice…

Will you remain In Love…


Jus Love…

This was jus some shyt that’s been on my mind…

I’m damn sure In Love…


I got married…

This blog was about my wife…

The whole reason I am who I am…

Many people used her and since I been with her I’ve done nothing less than treat her with the highest of respect…and she treats me better than most females have…we don’t fight

We have arguments but settle em quickly

I’ve been broke and she gave me money

I’ve had money and she would neva ask 4 it

Thru my downs n out

Trials and Tribulations

She’s been there for me since day none!

And still here now…

So I take this Time out of my life to give shouts to the one I’m In Love with…




Even death shall not part us…


Decisions We Make

Last night I drove 80 miles & went NOWHERE!!!!

I personally believe that people are trying to feed off what I already have in motion. Which is NOT a bad thing, but I wish they would tell ME first!!! I cannot believe that I did all that driving only to 1) not get ANY gas money & 2) not even a thank you for wasting my night!!!


I made a choice….

And within that choice lay a lesson that I have to learn from. This is all a process….
I refuse to make  things harder than they should be.

I just gotta learn a few things & keep it moving!!!


Back On The Block!!!

Today I did something that I have not done in a looong while….I hustled on The Streets!!!

I have truly been wanting this day to come for a VERY long time!!! I used to be envious of my brother in Chicago because he was CONSTANTLY pushing his music in The Streets!!! My dumb ass got a job tho….


But yea…


And it felt goood….even actually made a sell…
THIS is the type of shyt that makes me believe that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Not that I didn’t believe that before…but a little reaffirmation never hurt the sexy people of the world yet has it???

And just in case you have read this far & are making faces & are disgusted because you believe I was slanging drugs today….shame on YOU!!!! I closed that chapter in my life almost a decade ago. The on thing I slang on the block is music….

And this dick….


Blog It Bitch!!!!

In the middle of writing a song from the club….I felt the need to tell yall that I dont even like writing club songs.

But if this is what is getting attention right now, then am I wrong for BEING ME on a club song???

Im askin YOU a question….I’d appreciate a response…


Another Day….

I try to keep this consistent for the people that actually want to know whats going on.
These are the records that I am keeping.

Its a shame how we can go from day to day & not even notice the gutter that we are running around in.
I guess I am here to give a different perspective on what we ALL are going through.

I had no ideal I would ever become or even be capable of being as relatable as I am.
But growing up, I have noticed that the things that I have been through in my life….are quite possibly the same things that you have been through as well.

Either way it goes…

Im here!!!


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